I have sinned so much in life, i cannot explain and I do not know why Sri Krishna has shown mercy on me and showed me the path to him.
I know I am the pure soul, and I surely am seeing all human beings as pure souls. Everyday after Aarti to Sri Krishna I pray that I do not hurt any pure soul by mind body and speech. When I walking I keep praying to all around me within myself visualising Sri Krishna in thier chest and me prostrating and asking Sri Krishna's blessing, mercy, grace and love. This has worked wonders in a lot of places, in the bus, in the office and home too.
By Body and Speech, i do not hurt at all. If a person hurts me by speech, I usually understand that this is my accounts that are being cleared from my previous lives. I smile (within) and pray to the pure soul within the person and pray he gets peace, and beg forgivance in my mind from the pure soul within that person, that I have been a tool for agitating his mind has actually hurt him\her in some way.
I also know that I am not my mind. Sometimes my mind shows me that " This person is hurting you, give him back shout at him". Then I within tell myself to my mind "I know you are doing your duty of showing me what to do, but I am pure soul and the other person is also pure soul" and so on. And the mind stops agitating me. It again starts and then I convince it. Sometimes I see the mind giving the thoughts and then i smile and I do not get dragged into it and keep smiling, that the mind is just doing its duty.
Now my question is: because of the above way of living, it has helped me in office and home and everywhere. But sometimes things like when people use me too much for I know this is also one more thought by the mind telling me that people are using me and so on. I am already sure, we are all here only to serve Sri KRishna and we need to reach him. By agitating anyone, will only create a barrier in our life towards Sri KRishna.
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